Happy New Year!

Wishing you a wonderful 2005!

We celebrated quietly~

We don't like going out, too many crazies out there these days!

Mer is sick...I haven't mentioned it...thought maybe it'd just go away :(

She's got another staph infection and something else...I don't remember the name. The meds she's on have given her a raging yeast infection...and I do mean raging.

She's gotten used to us using the suction machine again...sigh...I don't like using it but it's better than letting all that stuff sit in her head and grow more infection.

When we first got it out again we had to hold her down. Marc held her arms, Josh her legs and then I could use it. Now she lays down by herself and doesn't fight anymore. I know it feels better when I'm done but I sure hate using it.

When I'm done, she always wants me to hold her and I do. I hold her close and tight. I tell her what a good girl she was while I was using the machine. She lays her head on my shoulder, I smell her hair and tell her how much I love her.

I want nothing more than to throw that stupid machine away so my darling doesn't ever have to experience it again.

She's whiny, fussy, cranky, clingy...just like she used to be before she had surgery in July...my sweet darling daughter...I hate to see her feeling so rotten.

I'm hoping this med works...this time...it'll be the first time...and I'll be thrilled~

posted by Angie @ 1/01/2005 07:29:38 PM